Matalena Tulisi - Director of Sau E Siva West Auckland

"I am fluent in Siva." - Matalena Tulisi, Director of Sau E Siva West Auckland

Matalena Tulisi is an Aotearoa-born Samoan who hails from Grey Lynn, Aukilani. She is the director of Sau E Siva West Auckland, which she created in honour of her late father. Tulisi sees herself as a learner on an ongoing journey towards cultural connection. With her Samoan roots and her father’s memory strong in her heart and mind, she helps Pasifika communities to tell their stories through Siva (dance).

During her years at St Mary’s College in Ponsonby, Tulisi learned how to be “prim and proper” and speak “perfect English”. She struggled to succeed by standards that did not align with who she was or who she wanted to be. In an educational context where she had to leave her cultural identity at the door, Tulisi rebelled. It wasn’t until Polyfest came on the scene, that Tulisi saw herself reflected in her learning. Tulisi recalls a few standout teachers who made her feel seen and understood the value of one’s culture. Polyfest fulfilled Tulisi’s need to belong and “be with her people''. Those responsive teachers ensured that she could access a nourishing, culturally-relevant learning environment - albeit, outside of the classroom.

As a Samoan who is not fluent in her heritage language, Tulisi saw Siva Samoa as an alternative route to deepening her relationship with her aganu’u (culture). By navigating the world of Siva, Tulisi arrived in her culture. She stood with her feet firmly planted between Tagata Moana who lovingly wove languages, movements and stories together. Once Tulisi had gained invaluable Siva Samoa knowledge and skills, she was offered the responsibility of passing them on.

Now, Tulisi teaches tama’ita’i (children) and adults to Siva in New Lynn and Onehunga. She has cultivated a safe, welcoming learning environment where people grow into more confident, connected versions of exactly who they are. Tulisi’s alofa (love) for Siva Samoa and her people is evident. In her classes, tears flow, laughter echoes and wounds heal. Diversity is celebrated and commonality is found between Tulisi’s group of vibrant dancers. People bring their whole selves into the room, and they are held by their ancestors, ngā kaiako (teachers) and new friends.